Close to The End of Us...

The ten spies who came back from the promised land, really screwed us up. There are now two groups the people who want to go to the promised land which still Obey the lord, and the people who don't want to go to the promised land. Now we have been punished, for 40 years!!!!

That is half of a life time just to get to the Holy Land. It makes me truly wonder if I am truly gonna make it and if it is really worth it. Even Moses is struggling as it is frustrating for him, to the point where he disobeys the Lord himself.